"For when I am weak, I am strong"
Hey guys, I know it's been quite some time yet again between posts. I've been going through some personal things, just trying to get my life in order. Once again, my lack of self-esteem and confidence has beaten me down yet again. So many negative thoughts running through my head about who I am and what I'm all about. I've had to reevaluate my past and look at certain actions I've taken. I've realized that there is no black and white in life. It's the grey area and everything happens for a reason. I think that sinking into a somewhat mild funk has made me realize that I can't every little single thing affect me, you know? Gotta brush things off and let it go. I'm slowly learning that. Also, I've turned to God as a source of comfort and healing. I can tell God anything and I definitely feel a source of relief, and I know that I'm gonna be ok. Every day, I'm becoming a stronger person and I can do anything I put my mind to. As a result of this soul-searching, I believe God is looking out for me. For example, I'm starting a new job next week, my financial situation is looking up, and I've grown closer to my friends. Surrounding yourself with people that love you and wish you well is best thing for anyone to do when you have a distressing situation. There's a purpose and lesson for everything that happens in my life. The lesson this time for myself is to learn to be comfortable with who I am and not let others perceptions of me define me. I know who I am, my friends know who I am, my family knows who I am, and God knows who I am. The negativity can go elsewhere. I'm gonna be ok, I have so much to be thankful for in this crazy world, and I'm much more appreciative. I have a lot to accomplish in this life, and the only person that can stop me is me. So for all of my readers out there, just enjoy life, it's too short to sweat the small things. I love you guys and thanks for all of the support =).
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