Time For Some Honesty

Ok, let's be real, now I've been doing the healthy eating for over two years now. In all seriousness, I HATE it. There's been so many times when I've said "why the fuck am I eating rice cakes"? or "Where's the macaroni & cheese"? It sucks so hard not being able to eat what I want, when I want anymore. I'm not one of those people who can eat whatever and not gain any weight. I have to monitor what I eat everyday and every single meal. It's very important for me to be healthy and set a great example for everyone reading this blog. But I'm only human and food is my kryptonite. Last night I went to cheesecake factory. I had me some fried macaroni & cheese, and some red velvet cheesecake. Let me tell you, it was glorious. And my top choice for cheating is a big cookie. I would kill for some double-stuf oreos any day of the week. But alas, I keep myself in check and 8 out of 10 times I can resist temptation. I'm finally getting to the place where I can allow myself to have some freedom with food and have things that aren't the healthiest for me every once in awhile. But I make sure that I keep up with the working out six days a week, definately not putting on those size 46 jeans ever again, I'm just saying. This is all a process. You're gonna slip up occasionally. The trick is to not beat yourself up over everything. If you're craving that cookie, then have a cookie and get back on track. Just don't let your slip ups be an everyday occasion. I may have to pull a Kanye and interrupt your cookie time.